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oh wow LIVEJOURNAL!
i'm back bitches, with lots to write and things to share. :)
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3 Screaming Fucks| Scream with me..
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[26 Mar 2006|01:20am] |
i forgot i even had a livejournal for a bout a month.
and i'm so tired that my head is pounding, and i can't do a damn thing about it.
ah what the fuck. please stop.
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[28 Sep 2005|11:53am] |
im at vals. and yes im skipping school. because cool kids skip school.
schools for squares. HA
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| you should have been here moths ago |
[21 Apr 2005|07:27pm] |
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from autumn to ashes - im the best at ruining my life |
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I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed When nothing falls in favor of I have so many things I would like to explain to you But I don't know just how to communicate I can't take this body shaking Dress and we'll begin Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant So now I've blown it once again, this would have been the last offense and You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now And it's the hardest thing for me to shake Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe? Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me With a bayonet for a tongue, Swallow swords inadvertently, And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency I have so many things I would love to explain to you Farewell to all the days you were within my reach, and as of right now everything is making perfect sense.
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| paint this red. |
[01 Feb 2005|08:06pm] |
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my whole sleep schedule is thrown off and its been that way for a while now. this morning joe and i went to lindas before school for breakfast. <3 he's absolutley adorable. i went to school and like always i dont know why i even bother showing up. same old shit. same old people. i like change and i need change. pfft. same niggers questioning me about how i look. it gets a little out of hand after a while. school just isnt for me.
thursdays my birthday. mm yeah well just incase you wanted to know. i didnt think so. friday im drinking myself retarded. and i wont get back to reality until sunday afternoon. saturday. joe and i go to get my guitar. sunday i eat untill i cant see my feet and rest.
no motivation what so ever. pfft.
i miss you sweetheart. i hope your night went well. <3 i love you. muah.
♥ Crystal Lynn
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[18 Nov 2004|05:16pm] |
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im at the library right now. haha adams here. thats crazy fucking wierd.
yeah well. call me when you get home. i miss talking to you. its been a while.
i dont know. im just kind of drawing a blank.
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| tears and tissues |
[02 Nov 2004|10:56pm] |
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i dont think i can explain everything in one journal entry. so i wont. ill just hit the basic facts.
im a bitch right now. i feel like shit. im in a new house. im sleeping on the floor. i live away from everybody. i havent seen him in a week. im on the dot. i have cramps. and black people like to pick on me at school.
im so fed up. i want a break. i want to sit by the fire. maybe cry a little bit. when i think about everything frustration comes to mind
im just feeling very unwanted lately. maybe its the rag.
but in good news. i did get a hot coat at the thift store today.
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